no sense of direction

she walks away; far, far away
says that this is not what you want
so you should just go.

she talks as if it's the truth that speaks
the truth that sounds like its disguised as a lie
but holds firm as if truth

she asks, what is it that you feel?
is this what you truly want?
and I don't know who she seeks the answer from

she says you've been tired for so long
so you should rest.
says that the day light is done and night has come
head off to sleep, and dream, sweet dreams

once you wake up, she continues on
you'll approach a new day
my words will change
words that repeat the same message
or to a new world all on it's own

but whatever it is, my voice is loud and clear.

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lately i feel like i'm losing a sense of direction. is this really where i need to be? is this really what i want? do i even belong here? what the hell am i doing with my life? and these questions won't be answered for quite awhile..

& i'm just so sick of... college. socal. oc. afhiowhifjioaheroi someone please get me out of this place