these words are sort of hard to swallow

from the beginning, there was an unreal connection between us - nothing I had ever experienced in other relationships. we were both tuned in to one another, always seeming to know what was off before we even had a chance to talk about it. I know this connection probably won't ever turn off, but it'll most likely just dim itself.... no, more like... I'll have to dim the lights for now 'cause the timing just ain't right for us and only time will tell..

@ the happiest place on earth.

stressed out (remix)

court at 7am 2m
2 midterms
1 philo paper
2 poli sci books
econ homework

!!!!!!!!!!

gotta say buh-bye to my happy-go-lucky lifestyle & say herroo to the new and improved arika as a hermit crab library pimpin' it 24/7. I'm also hiring study buddies / tutors. kthx ;)

I think I may have found my future husband.

*clears throat*

let me introduce you to my future husband, Aubrey Graham, aka DRAKE!



watch out kanye! this guy might just be the next big thing....



seriously.. this song has been on repeat since last week & its play count has now reached 100.. amazing.

one of them nights

do you want to know the key to my heart?


^o^


o_o


that day, was a VERY good day....





current cravings:









..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

big city bright lights

I miss my home, yokohama.

it's good to just wallow when intended. we people do not need to cover it up and show a steady heart, a heart feels more than such. you can not bury something and hope that it will disappear one day. but that, in such case, will decay and rust, thus infecting any source of life. yet there is a difference between reacting and overreacting. knowing how far to take things is a fine line to cross. by that point, we all just hope that things just turn out better. if it doesn't go that way, we know that after such disaster, the better will be great.

PEACE.

let's face it.

all the good things must come to an end.
feeling just a lil empty, but life must go on.




"any moment you blink, might be another golden moment extinct." - mr.j.medeiros

burnin' bridges

I know what it is.

I need time to recuperate on my own. the keywords being "on my own" but it sounds a lot better than it feels. as far as the eyes can see, "on my own" doesn't seem so drastic. but since when did eye sight ever matter to the blind? yea yea yea yea did I totally lose you here?

But I guess a burned bridge is better than a gap that was never filled.



Life is a puzzle and I need to put my shit together. for most things, you can't wait for things to fall into place, you have to place your own pieces in position. now go create your own pictures, and quit burning my bridges.

ummm time to go into hidings now. good bye world....