Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I grew up in the bay so I'm down to earth, but I live in LA that means I'm down to work

pics from my socal trip



my socal always begins here.. WESTMINSTER!














I know every living soul has thought of this before. At some point in our lives, we all wanted to run away and never look back. It’s much easier said than done, I guarantee you. Think about it. What will you be leaving behind? Who will you believing behind? And if you had nothing, where would you go? If life allowed you easy exit access, then we probably wouldn’t have struggles, right? Now, I have responsibilities and my conscious stops be before I can even process the thought of running away.

There is no escape. Face it, and move on.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Waiting to be noticed.

I stumbled upon this randomly;

We grew up believing we were princesses. Little girls with loving daddies and protective brothers were taught that they were something special and rare. Our mothers told us that all we needed was our education and after obtaining each degree, we’d be able to pick from larger and more successful pools of men. We’ve grown up only to discover that this isn’t so.

In reality, guys have the upper hand. The ability to choose any woman they want. It doesn’t take much at all. Population-wise, females outnumber males. For every guy there are at least 10 girls who want him. Some of you didn’t know, half of you are well aware of that and the rest of you have a stampede of women chasing you day after day.

I never wanted to be a normal girl. Normal girls thirst for love and attention. Normal girls daydream ten years into the future upon meeting someone new. Normal girls fill out girlfriend applications for people who live miles and miles away because they believe that “magic” knows no boundaries.

You can’t be his girlfriend UNTIL HE ASKS you to be. You cant be his wife UNTIL HE ASKS you to marry him.

So, the question is: Are we all just waiting to be loved? Waiting to be the girlfriend…. waiting to someday be the wife? Waiting to be noticed?

We all have to wait however, it’s about what you do while you wait. Are you doing things to make yourself happy? Then the wait is worth it because you’re learning about yourself and self-appreciation is crucial if you want to be happy with a man (or whomever). Everyone is in line, take a number and do something productive while you’re waiting. And technically, you’re not waiting if you’re living life in this “invisible line”.

Point is, don’t revolve your life around this wait and just, be.

Heh. Why can’t you date him unless he asks? Why can’t you marry him unless he asks? Who made it a profound law that women aren’t supposed to ask a guy out, or get on their knees to ask him to be her husband? I mean, I wouldn’t get on my knees. On the contrary, I don’t mind being the person who asks someone out. Waiting around is time that is wasted. Don’t you think? Patience was never really one of my virtues. Want something? Go after it. He won’t notice you? Move on and find someone who would.

Friday, August 07, 2009

"I wish i could photoshop all our bad memories"



SF.. you the best I've ever had.. best I've ever had...


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utada's new song "Come Back To Me" has been on repeat for days.. at some point of the song, her voice reminds me of mariah carey.. can she be the new Japanese mariah carey? i very much think so.

but the real question is.. who is the sexy beast in this music video? I'm starting to get really really attracted to south american / middle eastern guys again.... they got the sexy look that asians just don't have. I think this all started when Drake became real big. I guess for now, I'll say goodbye to asians.. we're still the superior race though.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

finals drive me b-a-n-a-n-a!



americano + banana cake/bread from jin's bakery + pen i jacked from work = intense cram sesh for philosophy. that banana thing is soooo delicious :)


o yah. new hair :) first thing i did when i got my paycheck!



i know... i'm hella gay. can't believe i just took a photo of myself like a myspace whore.. SHAME!


this was just an quick iphone update :) buh byes!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Lately.


















- wake up at 6 am
- class til 10 am
- work til 7 pm
- wash stinky feet
- chill with deepfriend twinkie til whenever
- pass out, repeat

You can’t just sit around and wait for change.
You can’t just sit around and hope that you’re going to blossom into something else.

Get with it, and get'er done.